Just found out that Caitie's school will no longer offer middle and high school next year, after finding that out of district students would be charged...both kids $1050 a Month.... so had to find something else anyway. What to do??? Seriously looked at home school again..but it was such a nightmare for all of us I just cant see doing that to ourselves! Turns out the school that Caitie's PSR (Psych/social rehab) counselor was recommending is where it looks like she will be going. Stephen will probably be going to the school right down the road from hers. Hoping we can figure out how to get them there part way on the bus as both schools are in Lewiston. Its only about 15 minutes further everyday...each way... but what a Pain! Anyway, they are much bigger schools and naturally I am worried about that!
Caitie is starting a business program thru a teacher at school... something like 4-H... she will be raising Netherland Dwarf rabbits. Wayne laughed like crazy at me when I asked where Netherland was...um...duh...Holland. Oh so silly... seems we can't get out of Holland no matter how we try!
Working hard on school right now, I have 4 papers done, 2 in progress and then there will be only one left to finish my bachelors. I will go right on into my masters. I have learned so much its incredible, wish I were a better writer so I could put all my thoughts down. So far all my thoughts are in my papers, but for my masters (if necessary) or my phd, I will have to gather it all together and make some sense of the whole thing.
Steve and his family have completely un-friended me on facebook, which in someways makes my life a little easier as I don't have to keep apologizing for him and his kids... but its so sad. I don't understand why he has worked so hard at alienating his family from the rest of us. He seems so bitter and hateful. I just keep praying...probably have said too much since he won't listen anyway but I just have to try sometimes. Seems like every time something happens it looks like I was being mean...at least to mom, who worries so much about them writing her off as they have done in the past. So anyway,no facebook contact may just be what has to happen so there is no fighting....not reallly fighting with me as much as with Scott;s kids...the last go around was Ashley jumping all over Michelle about her daughters both having babies and "being married in the eyes of God" instead of legally... I tried to smooth things over and got jumped all over again and unfriended by Michelle now too. Sigh... I tried my hardest but there is something wrong...and serious bitterness that won't allow Steve to have anything todo with the rest of the family. It just breaks my heart, and mom can hardly stand it. I don't know if dad even knows that Julia (16) is "married" and is also pregnant. Sabrina is 18 now (I think) and her baby is already a year old! Its hard not to say our opinions on this but anything to do with thier lives are totally off limits for conversation. Ok I have ranted about that, ranted about school so I guess I will work on My school work while its nice and quiet...kids are at grandma's for the week...or until Gramma can't stand it any more!
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